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 I always believe that tough times don't last, tough people do. Everyday is a gift, that's why it's called present. I forgive but I don't forget. People who don't knows me think I'm quiet, people who knows me wish I was. Thanks to all the people in my life for just being who they are. You make me who I am. I'd rather be hated for being real, than to be loved for being fake. More than me.
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Tuesday, September 21, 2010
 Hi all! I'm so tired today. Worked half day amd went for reporting. Than came home rot all the way. Sian ttm. Lucky cousins came up to slack tgt. Thinking alot today. Woah, brainstorming day. Lol. Seriously i miss Sayang and Girlfriend alot. And heard that XiaoQian coming out soon. But for some reasons maybe extend a few weeks? Hope everyone is behaving inside. Please no banging of doors and walls k, and NO PSL please. Esp Sayang and Girlfriend. Hope everything is going fine. And sweetheart, please behave okay. Hope you will be fine too. Promise me nothing will happen okay? Steffi ; i miss you alot. I miss the times we were drunk tgt, play together, squeeze on your bed tgt. And all the nonsense shit. I hope you feel the same way too. Because i just missed those times. Sometimes i keep thinking back, if that day we didn't go garden, maybe everything now will be different? Sigh, Love you alot. Sweet~ You're always so understanding and loving. Always trying your best to help out in everybody's life. But you failed to look at yourself sometimes. You busy helping others and you totally forgot about yourself, that's what i love you for! hope we will continue to stay like this hao ma? I love you! Yinghui, i think you're still angry with me. But all i can say is i still love you and never forget the wonderful times together. These people are so important to me. What more can i ask from God? (: I always wanted to tell this special someone, that he is always the reason that i'm not moving on stabily. I keep asking myself why can't i forget you. Every lill things you do are still in my head. One year plus already. It's still the same. Sometimes i miss you so much that i really feel like calling you. But we know very well things won't be the same like last time. No more late night talks. No more lectures from you. Nobody will keep asking me to be good and behave and study. No sudden surprise sweet phone calls. No more silly smiles, No more protective hugs. Everytime i wanted to let go, i will pull it back. It's just so hard to forget you. You'll never understand what i'm going through. Nobody will. This is the last time i will cry for you. Because now i think ; you're just a worthless jerk. And even if i cry a thousand tears tonight, Would you come back to me? And even if i walked on the water, would you come out to sea? Now i can't spend my life standing by, Cause even when i miss you, You're still not missing me. Goodnight people! I'm going to utter rubbish again alr. BYE. |
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