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Let me hear you call my name.
 I always believe that tough times don't last, tough people do. Everyday is a gift, that's why it's called present. I forgive but I don't forget. People who don't knows me think I'm quiet, people who knows me wish I was. Thanks to all the people in my life for just being who they are. You make me who I am. I'd rather be hated for being real, than to be loved for being fake. More than me.
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Monday, December 6, 2010
  Boring day.Didn't go work. Was sooo tired and lazy and headache. Than that OLD WOMEN angry. Wtf. Shag ah. Wed confirm die. Slept and slept today. And Sweet came my house too. Guess what we did? We slept also. -.- Wonder why today all feel so sleepy. Sweet slept the longest. Went to meet Timothy than head to dinner at Lor1. After that homed. My mood is super down. Idk why. Argh, stress. Changlin and JasmineOhSweetheart, they never fail to make me forget my troubles. Changlin always knows what I'm thinking. And he will always tell me things that made me touched. And everytime when I'm quiet out of a sudden, he will ask me : "You ok not? Why so quiet?" Jasmine always doing stupid things, make me happy only. Lol. So long didn't see Jasmine already, Felt like I've neglected her. HA! Sweetheart sweetheart, RINDU!(L) I'm feeling so scared right now, about what will happen tomorrow. I hoped I never had to go through this. But it just can't get off my mind. Because I don't want to love you. Seriously I don't want to. I hope by end of December, I will forget you, totally. But I promise you, the short memory will always stay, in my heart. Forever. Sometimes I'm really tired of the world outside. Why did I even bother working? Think of studying? When nobody is there to encourage me? Nobody knows when I am down, Nobody knows when I'm sad. I have to keep everything inside. I hid my weakness, because the society is cruel. Nobody will really stand by you. I get tired of life sometimes, don't know what's the point of doing all these. But I have my own life, I live for myself, my grandparents. Hopefully my parents too, in time to come. Just hope that 2011 will be a better year. Sigh, I am going crazy man! BYEBYE! |
Goodbye.
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